Those who play Jewels Star on the smartphone would understand the feeling I am talking about in this entry.
When we think we have done better than before, we often find that it is not good enough. When we perform exceptionally well, it gets tougher. The struggles are always present and our desires are never reaching.
Life's a challenge, and we know we can seldom reach what we hope to have or to achieve. Just when we think we are about done, things get tougher and the only choice for us seems to look upward for a better future beyond the grave.
Father help me
My life is in topsy-turvy
Turned upside down by juggles
Of faith work and study
I long for the days
I will struggle no more
To hand to You my life
My time and my energy
To do the things
You have planned for me
Gone are my days of joy
As I continually toil
To fulfill the demands of the world
And the needs of the flesh
To live a life in hope
Of riches and needed rest
Fulfill my destiny O God
Let me know what you have planned for me
Help me fulfill my desire to please Thee
For without You I can see no life in me
Let me O God be filled with Your Spirit
Direct me in Your purpose
Lead me and show me
And make me understand
How I can go through this life
To find fulfillment in serving Thee
